These days it’s commonplace to do everything online, from designing the layout of your kitchen to locating a stranger prepared to kill and eat you for mutual sexual gratification.

hi. I'm currently a student studying abroad in Japan. Part-time vegetarian, full-time rambler. I seem to get along best with middle-aged housewives. My username is from a sound clip of a friend saying "I've been in pain for a while now" later used as a ringtone. I started this site in late 2018. Going through neocities is adorable, I wish there were other ways of this sort of personal self-expression. Everyone on reddit and tumblr are faceless and discord is infested with people who would stab each another if given the opportunity. Every other mainstream service has a cultivated, transient experience that feels deeply impersonal. Neocities is great. My time here now easily rivals the other sanity debuffs I click through.

I've always been curious about the circles people choose to gravitate toward: the art they enjoy, music they listen to, hobbies they invest in. Tumblr was a great example of a carefully cultivated environment: An endless feed of media that expands upon your existing interests depending on who you follow. Expand your scope and more diverse stuff comes your way. Archives of Geocities and by extension, Neocities grants me that perspective through demonstrations of self-expression in open-ended personal sites. Each one is wildly different in content and charm, it illicits something in me that I don't feel with feeds of algorithmically selected posts.

Above all, I'm interested in the mentalities people adhere to. Their outlook on life, how they structure their day-to-day and reflect about their past. I've had a rather contentious relationship with both, and it's refreshing to see some different approaches.

A .txt file used to occupy my thoughts, but it was too 2D to be a helpful reference. Neocities allows me to catalog my thoughts in a concise manner and include pictures. Best part is I feel compelled to distill down my emotions into something succinct, a plate of palpable regurgitations.

I write about what I like, and I try not to compartmentalize my thoughts. This site is a good exercise for me to have my interests laid out and periodically updated. I was the kinda kid to bring their favorite toys everywhere. That mentality has stuck with me I guess. Hopefully you'll find some personal intersections in my writings. Sorry if you're a neo-nazi or something.

questions? suggestions? death threats? take a gander at the guestbook, 360noscopehenrykissinger@protonmail.com, or http://mumblingmasochist.tumblr.com/ I'm just a normal guy and I'd love to hear your thoughts about anything.

Written: March 6th, 2019

Site created: July 8th, 2018

Fashion - vintage workwear/military garments

Clothesmaking

Film Photography

Japanese Photobooks

Interior design

Cooking

Collecting cursed images

Worldbuilding (Planned)

Wildlife Photography (Planned)

Headphones and Audio Equipment

Horology

Embroidery

Bushcraft

Everyday carry

Vintage Lighters

Pocketknives

LEGO

[suspense] [浦沢直樹] モンスター monster

[suspense] [伊図透] 銃座のウルナ juuza no ulna

[suspense] [ながべ] とつくにの少女 totsukuni no shoujo

[horror] [押見修造] 血の轍 chi no wadachi

[existential trans horror] [ふみふみこ] ぼくらのへんたい bokura no hentai

[???] [浅野いにお] おやすみプンプン oyasumi punpun

[???] [夜宵草] ReLIFE -リライフ-

[???] [佐保里] 神様ごはん-小料理 高天原にようこそ

[comedy] [三上小又] ゆゆ式 yuyushiki

[comedy] [熊之股鍵次] 魔王城でおやすみ maoujou de oyasumi

[slice of life] [水瀬るるう] 大家さんは思春期！ooyasan ha seishhunki

[slice of life] [あずまきよひこ] よつばと! yotsubato

[slice of life] [あずまきよひこ] あずまんが大王 azumanga daioh

[slice of life] [蒼樹うめ] ひだまりスケッチ hidamari sketch

[slice of life] [カツヲ] 三ツ星カラーズ mitsuboshi colors

[slice of life] [matoba] ベルゼブブ嬢のお気に召すまま

[slice of life] [作井ルビ] あかまつ akamatsu

[slice of life] [大井昌和] おくさん okusan

[slice of life] [あfろ] ゆるキャン△ yurucamp

[slice of life] [吉田覚] 働かないふたり hatarakanai futari

[slice of life] [オダトモヒト] 古見さんは、コミュ症です。komisan

[furry slice of life] [ユウキ レイ] お稲荷JKたまもちゃん! oinarujk tamamochan

[isekai] [今井ムジイ×すずの木くろ×黒獅子] 宝くじで40億当たったんだけど異世界に移住する

[isekai] [Ｒｏｙ×りりんら] 神達に拾われた男

[isekai] [小杉繭×錬金王] 転生して田舎でスローライフをおくりたい

[fantasy] [九井諒子] ダンジョン飯 dungeon meshi

[romance] [水谷フーカ] 14歳の恋/GAME OVER 14sai no koi/game over

[romance] [桐丘さな ] 大正処女御伽話 taisho otomemonogatari

[romance] [斎藤けん] かわいいひと kawaiihito

[romance] [芦原妃名子] Bread&Butter

[romance?] [高野ひと深] 私の少年 watashi no shounen

[romance] [河内遙] 関根くんの恋 sekine un no koi

[romance] [なかとかくみこ] 塩田先生と雨井ちゃん shito sensei to amaichan

[romance] [モリコロス] のぼさんとカノジョ？ nobosan to kanojo?

[romance] [しろまんた] 先輩がうざい後輩の話 senpai ga uzai kouhai no hanashi

[romance] [TOBI] 屋上姫 okujouhime

[romance] [[若林稔弥] 徒然チルドレン tsurezure children

[romance] [五十嵐正邦] 川柳少女 senryuu shoujo

[romance] [雪森寧々] 人間に恋した鬼は咲う

[gl] [古鉢るか] はなにあらし hananiarashi

[gl] [雪子] ふたりべや futaribeya

[gl] [郷本] 夜と海 yoru to umi

[gl] [へーべー] 魔女とほうきと黒縁メガネ

[gl] [萩埜まこと] 熱帯魚は雪に焦がれる

[bl] natsu ha kimi no naka

[objectively shit] [山本崇一朗] くノ一ツバキの胸の内

[objectively shit] [ナナシ] イジらないで、長瀞さん

[objectively shit] [山本崇一朗] からかい上手の高木さん

[its a fuckign story about deep sea fishgirls] [犬犬] 深海魚のアンコさん

movie

food

bird

aircraft

car

Interior/Furniture

Braun Atelier

Mainboard Terminal

noguchi table

Rogan Gregory Sculptural Coffee Table

lensvelt AVL Cloudtable

Isokon Penguin Donkey

Papasan Wicker chair

Oo table lamp

White Akabeko

Haniwa Figure

tripod chawan

Insect Display

Clothing

Kapital Tri-P

Kapital Kamakura Blouson

Kapital Ringcoat

Kapital Dogis Fleece

French Extreme Orient pants reproduction

RM Williams chelsea boots Asics Gel Yeti Seiko SCVS013 Seiko 6117-8000 Nomos Tangente Sinn 556i Mother of Pearl Grand Seiko SBGM221 GMT Grand Seiko SBGR287 Seiko SPB117

Books

books photobooks

Misc

Sweet osmanthus DT1990 Senko Nendoroid FREEing Reimu 1/4 figure Sojiro's Treasure set

Cameras

Nikon F100? Ricoh Canon Powershot Zoom Monocular

never going to happen

Mamiya 6 Leica M6J Zuiko 35~80mm f/2.8 Zuiko 40mm f/2 Zuiko 85mm f/2 Moondrop Venus Audeze LCD-2 Pre-fazor back to top ⤴

9/3/2019